Originally posted in Vox October 17.2007
My knowledge is not complete about this subject yet. May God give me a light of knowledge that I can explain the subject better to you. If I die before such a day arrives, this is the best I can tell you.
Forget everything you read in Bible. The explanation you see there about Adam is one of the major causes people turn their backs to religion and spirituality. Nobody explains the story of Adam and Eve worse the the Bible we posses in our hands today. Of course I don't believe that is Gods account of the subject. Bible was written some three hundred years after Jesus the Messiah (PBUH). And with all the different versions from old testaments and new testament(S)
and English Bible of King James etc etc, it doesn't qualify as Gods word. Only one version can qualify which is either missing or I haven't seen yet.
Sorry, I am not going to quote from Genesis but you are free to go read and point my inaccuracy.
Here is a ruff draft of the story: God created Adam from dust, created Eve from Adam. From living being. Than let them occupy the heaven. But leasing heaven was conditional or by a contract. Adam and Eve were not to eat from certain tree. Call it homeowner association's rule or covenant or whatever. Anyways Eve broke the rule because serpent or snake or Satan transfigured as snake told her she will attain knowledge of God if she eats that fruit so she did than made Adam eat too. Than they got naked, were ashamed of themselves, went in hiding behind the trees, covering themselves with figs leaves. So later on God came walking in the heaven, didn't see Adam there, so he started calling for him , Adam, where are you, Eve where are you? They started answering, my lord , we are ashamed, we are naked, trying to cover ourselves. Here God (clicked) , asked, you haven't eaten the fruit? Oh yes we have, Adam replied. Than, (only than) God got angry and evicted them from heaven.
Several major flaws in this story.
1. Women all to blame, which I certainly don't agree with. In this story women is easier to make learn bad stuff and to make commit sin than the man. So whatever pain we have today and the fact that we are not immortal, is women's fault. She commits sin first by listening to men's enemy than make her husband do it too.
Anyways forget about the blaming game. The whole story doesn't make an iota of sense.
2. God with all his knowledge that knows everything before it happens, comes to heaven, like he is doing an after lunch walk, like he is a human and can't even figure out where Adam and Eve is at the moment and he doesn't even know they are hiding and is forced to play hide and seek with them.
3. God didn't have the knowledge that they already ate the forbidden food or fruit, so he ask them you didn't eat the food I told you not to? Oh yes my lord we have, Adam replied.
4. Only than God who had no idea what happened before, realize the severity of what they have done, enormously disappointed and get angry and kick them out. I don't even know if they have their security deposit back.
Surprised God? see how the people you created and trusted and made a bet and challenged your own innocent Angel over them, how miss used your trust and betrayed you? Sorry, I know how you feel, I can totally understand your pain.
Forgive me God, just joking, please don't send me to hell.
Well, that's what would I say if the story was really what God said, but like I said I don't believe those are Gods words, and these illogical, laughable account of creating fist human ( I have questions there too which we are going to explore later in this text). No God, I don't believe those are your words, actually I am in doubt that you have said anything that explains the whole story, either that or it is missing. I take it one of your secrets. But as you know I am after revealing your secrets, just to save your people on earth from inaccuracy and from atheism.
OK, how much I know what Adam and Eve are?
When God was going to create Adam by Islamic and quoted from Koran, angels were against it. Its not important they were against or for , but the reasoning is very important, that solves the whole mystery. Angels were saying: Are you creating something that disobey you AGAIN and start killing and bring disasters to earth and cause bad things happening AGAIN ? ( As the people who came before them).
Like I said Koran didn't give the whole account either, but the point is that all mystery can be solved with the word AGAIN . So Adam and Eve were not the first human being or at least not the first intelligent creatures in earth. There were many before them. So now when you see that painting in Syria that is 11000 years old and was created by human, and the Kennewik man etc etc, and by most account Adam just lived a few thousands years ago, you don't say hmmmm Adam is fake story. First don't put a 6000 years date to creation of Adam.
How far before Adam there were people on earth? I am not going to repeat what I said in Khedder the Albino Prophet. I just refer you to that post.
Second, God said he created Adam from Dust, or dirty mud which is again dust or dirt as main part, it does suddenly make sense. Here is my theory which is consistant with science. Dust or dirt paid a major part in human's creation, because all the minerals we have in our body, come from dirt, calcium, magnesium, you name it its there. Now why dirty mud I( Dirty here means not clean and isn't used dirty, made of dirt). Now why things get dirty? smells bad, etc etc.? Think about it, go to a desert that there is no living thing ( Human or vegetable) , nothing is dirty, staled and nothing smells bad. Rocks, sands, and dirt, they are all clean, you can lick them and you won't get sick and they don't smell bad. So is sterile water, its clean. Things get dirty and sometime discusting when they are infected. Dirty wound, vomet, digestive by products, urine, etc etc. So Dirty ( not clean) mud here that men created from , including Adam is dirt ir dust mixed with a lot of animal, vegetaion, microbes and bio organism. Where this take us?
GOD CREATED HUMAN BEING FROM ONE CELL ORGANISM EVOLVED. Here is your theory of EVOLUTION and not in contrast with God's own word. If you have read my Noah's story, it again prove the same theory.
Now that stupid Idea that women are to blame for anything bad happened in this world, I am not don't with that. And anybody who put that in bible must be ashamed of himself, may God keep him in hell forever.
So I am going to write more about that subject somewhere .
In contrast. When God evicted Adam and Eve from heaven, maybe from Adan, Yemen or Eden and send them to neighboring land, Hawa or Eve landed in Marwa hills and Adam Landed in Safa hills. Safa is where at the end of the world a horrible creature comes out of screaming and telling people about the end of the world. So men is unsuccessful in saving planet earth, man is the one that caused all the wars and brought myseries, mostly, eventhough not 100 percent. So you priests and mullahs and Talibs can shut your mouth, women is not second class citizen and lower than man and cause of sin, they are the source of life.
Friday, December 7, 2007
Heaven And Hell, Part Two
Originally posted in Vox October 17.2007
OK now I have to explain more about heaven and Hell.
I think it is probably time to reveal my writing. I was waiting to make it in a book but that probably takes forever. Even though I am still not convinced if it is such a good idea and if I am totally ready. There are errors in style, grammar, maybe even spelling.
Anyways, I think my writing and revelation belong to the whole world, not a specific religion. Although I believe in Allah and Mohammad (PBUH), just like Mohammad believed in Allah and Jesus and Moses and Ibrahim, but If I ever want to teach someone, not going to be only Muslims. Any religion can benefit from it. Interesting quote from Rumi , the one who's photo decorate my blog, great man of all times. " We just picked up the brain from Koran and left the skin for others". So I will never go for literary translation from Koran, I use my own brain and what God revels to me and it is relevant to the time we live, twenty first century.
I mentioned a guy in his teenage years in deep love and compared it to heaven. Every body's experience is different, maybe you were in your 20s or even older, I am sure most human beings experienced it and have to be clean from all sexual desires. Maybe you loved something other than a man or a women, I can't imagine that but if you do, feel free to replace that love, something that you wanted very very badly, either that or you don't want anything from this world, than compare that to what I said you are going to experience in heaven. Just like Koran or Bible or Torah, take my words as examples not absolute.
Now about cell phone, you would say oh there are cell phones in Hell. Again that is an example for a communication. People from 200 BC will try to blow in a horn from an animal to try to make themselves heard, no sound will come out, or people who lived during world war two will try to find a phone station that you crank and try to get connected, or payphones in 60s to late 80s etc etc. What I mean you try to communicate somehow but no success. No one hear you and those rare occasion that someone will, they will not listen to you. Again it is loneliness of a lost soul with endless journey that's what hell is.
And being with loved ones, loved ones who God chose them to be with you, not the sinners. And you will have all good feeling for each other, your hearts as clear as mirror to each other. You enjoy each others company and every word you exchange and closeness and feeling each others presence and breath ( Again no sexual desires). Those are the moments that each second of it looks like centuries of happiness and will never end. And that my friend, that's heaven.
Now go get it and save yourself and our loved ones from Hell.
OK now I have to explain more about heaven and Hell.
I think it is probably time to reveal my writing. I was waiting to make it in a book but that probably takes forever. Even though I am still not convinced if it is such a good idea and if I am totally ready. There are errors in style, grammar, maybe even spelling.
Anyways, I think my writing and revelation belong to the whole world, not a specific religion. Although I believe in Allah and Mohammad (PBUH), just like Mohammad believed in Allah and Jesus and Moses and Ibrahim, but If I ever want to teach someone, not going to be only Muslims. Any religion can benefit from it. Interesting quote from Rumi , the one who's photo decorate my blog, great man of all times. " We just picked up the brain from Koran and left the skin for others". So I will never go for literary translation from Koran, I use my own brain and what God revels to me and it is relevant to the time we live, twenty first century.
I mentioned a guy in his teenage years in deep love and compared it to heaven. Every body's experience is different, maybe you were in your 20s or even older, I am sure most human beings experienced it and have to be clean from all sexual desires. Maybe you loved something other than a man or a women, I can't imagine that but if you do, feel free to replace that love, something that you wanted very very badly, either that or you don't want anything from this world, than compare that to what I said you are going to experience in heaven. Just like Koran or Bible or Torah, take my words as examples not absolute.
Now about cell phone, you would say oh there are cell phones in Hell. Again that is an example for a communication. People from 200 BC will try to blow in a horn from an animal to try to make themselves heard, no sound will come out, or people who lived during world war two will try to find a phone station that you crank and try to get connected, or payphones in 60s to late 80s etc etc. What I mean you try to communicate somehow but no success. No one hear you and those rare occasion that someone will, they will not listen to you. Again it is loneliness of a lost soul with endless journey that's what hell is.
And being with loved ones, loved ones who God chose them to be with you, not the sinners. And you will have all good feeling for each other, your hearts as clear as mirror to each other. You enjoy each others company and every word you exchange and closeness and feeling each others presence and breath ( Again no sexual desires). Those are the moments that each second of it looks like centuries of happiness and will never end. And that my friend, that's heaven.
Now go get it and save yourself and our loved ones from Hell.
Heaven And Hell
Originaly posted in Vox October 17.2007
Dear God.
I may have been curious what heaven looks like, but did I ever ask you what hell was? I may have asked about heaven that I trust your forgiveness and want to be my future home but I don't remember asking about hell. Or maybe I did, unconsciously. Anyways, here I am and writing what you thought me.
My opinion about heaven and earth is not what you read in Koran and Bible and Torah than translate it literary. Those are just examples. In reality quiet different. When god says your life in this world is just like a grass raising from earth and living very short time than gets consumed by humans or animals for food. You should think about deep meaning of it, not that you actually are grass. The same is true when God talk about heaven and hell and benefits of earth.
Lets take its simple translation. People who do good dead go to heaven which is a big garden full of creeks of clean water and waterfalls and flowers and shrubs and creeks of milk and honey.
Will we really consume them. Maybe yes, maybe no, but I doubt it.
Who will go heaven? People who pray, read Gods world and don't do bad deeds. I also doubt anyone who never harm another human being and didn't cause pain to anyone will certainly go to heaven, no matter what his religion is. God is not going to punish him or her just because he or she didn't pray 24 hours a day for him and didn't read bible or Koran everyday. God is so great that doesn't need our worship but does requires us that we don't hurt each other.
When God says he will never forgive those of us who are killing each other, be sure people who are starting unjust wars and do killing and bombing and even killing people from their own religion and suicide bombers etc , etc, have the core of hell reserved for them.
And people who are helping each other and supporting each other and make peoples lives better and don't harm another human being even if it brings him billions or millions of dollars of benefit and smaller benefit, those are people who certainly go to heaven.
Remember there are people in this world and always have been that doing the biggest harm to another for so little benefit. So there is going to be to shortness of recruitment for hell. So God doesn't need recruitment officer for that. We go with our own feet and our own will to it. We steal what belongs to other everyday, not just by visible robbery but by cheating, telling lies to them, selling stuff for what it is not worth it, selling them loan just to steal their houses, starting wars to sell our products or steal the oil etc etc. So before you say will I didn't do anything bad and everybody is going to heaven think again, which group you belong to. Its not important what is your religion.
What I see the heaven is we are going to be as spiritual being, Our souls are going to go there, that if we belong to that lucky group. Forget about eating limitless tasty food and swimming in milk . Do you think you are going to wear your favorite jeans and shirt or tank top and stroll there? No that's because you think of heaven as full body present. What I think is our souls going to be there. But don't forget soul can be Terribly happy or terribly sad. Those who are in heaven, every moment of their existence there is such an excitement that is full of happiness. Ever been in love in your teenage year that you were thinking about the one you love, your heart is skipping, you are in deep thought, you don't think about sex or anything like that but you just think about him or her and how good she or he is , how beautiful, how wonderful it is going to be to just to talk to him or her and at the most , just hold his/her hand and do nothing else. And no matter what surrounds you, you don't want to leave that taught and think about anything else. That is where you want to be?
Well heaven is not bunjy jumping and swimming in milk pools. It is a state of continuous complete happiness that you have that moment with that loved one. Maybe the ones you love from this world or the ones you meet there. A heart full of love and happiness that never ends.
Those who fantasize about 72 virgins etc and they think to use them as sex slaves, my God, they got it so wrong. May God show them the right way. There is no place for sex and dirty taught that we think we enjoy in this world.
And no material happiness that we think are the source of happiness that exist there.
When god tells us about all the things we will have there , those are just examples, otherwise how else could he make people understand it 2000 or 3000 or 1400 years ago?
You just looking at them, enjoy their conversation, the most you will be able to do is touch their hands in whatever way a soul touches another souls hand. But that simple interaction give them so much love and happiness that is unimaginable and unattainable in this world. May God show us all that world and keep us from harming each there in this world so we can get there.
Now about the hell. So unconventional that you are for a surprise.
What you think? I huge burning jungle? A nasty pool of green slimy acid with intolerable smell? Is it going to be a huge volcano, people thrown in to?
Will that's if you carry your mortal body with you to that world, including skin and muscles and nose and tongue which I don't think you will.
I think Hell is going to start from this world, all the sorrows and pain and loneliness but it is going to carry to that world with peoples souls.
Here I am going to give you a scenario. That will hell is like, will at least one form of it.
You drive with some people you care the most about, let say the whole life is a short drive compared to the infinity that your soul is going to be stuck with forever. Now in that scenario you driving , all of them beside you, as much as you can fit in that car but from all your family and relatives and friends the closest one are with you in that trip. You pass some uneven roads, you get stuck in a muddy creek, you have a strong engine, you pass that too, (life's difficulties). Suddenly you come to a stop in a smaller hurdle that normally you don't even slow down there. You get out of the car to see whats happening, confused, you see a bridge, you cross it. Suddenly you are in a whole new territory. For a moment , you forget about the loved ones you left in the car because of sudden change. But in a few moment curiosity and surprise is gone. You try to walk around, you don't even see that bridge you crossed. You walk around, up hill, down hill, in this street or that but than there is not even street , you try to enter peoples house just to ask for help or direction, but you don't see even the door so you enter from back yards wall , you ask for help and direction, you see a pretty lady and a a rich respected men, they are happy. You ask your question. The pretty and nice lady look at you and say you trespassed like a thieve to our house and now you ask for direction. You leave, there are couple heavy muscles body guard blocking your way. They say they have to ask you couple questions because of trespassing to their masters property. You say something, " I am DR. Alexandre Palotin, I win all those noble prizes, or I am James Haspitton CEO of Microsoft, or eBay whatever ( Fictional characters) no offense. The bigger and more muscular one says Sir, we don't care who you are we still have to ask. You see him beating his palm with baseball Bat he got in his other hand, you know what is going to happen, so you run and get away from them, but you are so sad, you say why no one recognizes me. You want to know what happened to your loved ones, you still have your cell phone with you try to call them. Take it out. Doesn't work. You say if only I could see them one time just to make sure they are OK. Nope, not gonna happen. And why no one recognize me? I was a big shot. All those people around and I am so lonely.
You see the bridge from top of the hill, some people standing in line to cross it. Maybe those who fulfilled their punishment. But not you, you don't even have a car anymore and the other side of bridge is still invisible to you. Nothing familiar. Still so lonely, tired , mad, depressed and you don't even know why, you can't stop, you have to look around. You have to find your loved one. Your heart is pounding. Frustrated and scarred with your unsuccessful efforts. No sign of relief or an end or even a break, constantly looking and feeling lonely and frustrated. From one hill to other hill from one dirt road to other now empty, you don't even see strangers to talk to. You are a lost soul.
That my friend is hell. Not a party of burning humans. Even you wish you could hear another human beings pain or scream. But you are so lonely and there is no bigger pain than loneliness and not knowing where you going to. You wish you would burn with others at least you can hear them but even that is too much to ask. Beside who are you going to ask from? You have no one, no one that will listen to you.
Which version is more terrible? the one you read or the one I just described. Anyways, if God forbid, you ever go to hell,it is going to be where I described not burning party. You can be sure of that
Loneliness and being unrecognizable is the mother of all pains.
Afterthought.
When I reached that conclusion in a way which is between me and my God, I was so terrified, I saw myself there. I am sure if you believe in my words, you are terrified too for the first time in your lives. I was never terrified before. I am the kind of guy that says whatever happens, happens. If I am travelling somewhere and the plane crashes , it is OK. If I die suddenly in normal way or painful way , it is OK. If I am penniless poor, it is OK. But even I am so terrified by discovering this. I cried for the first time for fear of after death.
Than the only thing that give me relieve and comfort is that God not only shown me hell but also heaven. My curious mind always trying to discover God's secrets and sometimes the secret I don't ask for and have no intention to ask about, he gives it to me anyways.
So remember if you are a good person, don't harm another human being, and certainly don't kill another one and you are afraid of God, you will go to heaven and one second in that world is so beautiful that you don't want ever to end, and it is not going to end. Because people can go from hell to heaven after finishing their sentence if they did minor offences, but no one will go from heaven to hell, so you are safe there.
God luck my good fellow human being.
Dear God.
I may have been curious what heaven looks like, but did I ever ask you what hell was? I may have asked about heaven that I trust your forgiveness and want to be my future home but I don't remember asking about hell. Or maybe I did, unconsciously. Anyways, here I am and writing what you thought me.
My opinion about heaven and earth is not what you read in Koran and Bible and Torah than translate it literary. Those are just examples. In reality quiet different. When god says your life in this world is just like a grass raising from earth and living very short time than gets consumed by humans or animals for food. You should think about deep meaning of it, not that you actually are grass. The same is true when God talk about heaven and hell and benefits of earth.
Lets take its simple translation. People who do good dead go to heaven which is a big garden full of creeks of clean water and waterfalls and flowers and shrubs and creeks of milk and honey.
Will we really consume them. Maybe yes, maybe no, but I doubt it.
Who will go heaven? People who pray, read Gods world and don't do bad deeds. I also doubt anyone who never harm another human being and didn't cause pain to anyone will certainly go to heaven, no matter what his religion is. God is not going to punish him or her just because he or she didn't pray 24 hours a day for him and didn't read bible or Koran everyday. God is so great that doesn't need our worship but does requires us that we don't hurt each other.
When God says he will never forgive those of us who are killing each other, be sure people who are starting unjust wars and do killing and bombing and even killing people from their own religion and suicide bombers etc , etc, have the core of hell reserved for them.
And people who are helping each other and supporting each other and make peoples lives better and don't harm another human being even if it brings him billions or millions of dollars of benefit and smaller benefit, those are people who certainly go to heaven.
Remember there are people in this world and always have been that doing the biggest harm to another for so little benefit. So there is going to be to shortness of recruitment for hell. So God doesn't need recruitment officer for that. We go with our own feet and our own will to it. We steal what belongs to other everyday, not just by visible robbery but by cheating, telling lies to them, selling stuff for what it is not worth it, selling them loan just to steal their houses, starting wars to sell our products or steal the oil etc etc. So before you say will I didn't do anything bad and everybody is going to heaven think again, which group you belong to. Its not important what is your religion.
What I see the heaven is we are going to be as spiritual being, Our souls are going to go there, that if we belong to that lucky group. Forget about eating limitless tasty food and swimming in milk . Do you think you are going to wear your favorite jeans and shirt or tank top and stroll there? No that's because you think of heaven as full body present. What I think is our souls going to be there. But don't forget soul can be Terribly happy or terribly sad. Those who are in heaven, every moment of their existence there is such an excitement that is full of happiness. Ever been in love in your teenage year that you were thinking about the one you love, your heart is skipping, you are in deep thought, you don't think about sex or anything like that but you just think about him or her and how good she or he is , how beautiful, how wonderful it is going to be to just to talk to him or her and at the most , just hold his/her hand and do nothing else. And no matter what surrounds you, you don't want to leave that taught and think about anything else. That is where you want to be?
Well heaven is not bunjy jumping and swimming in milk pools. It is a state of continuous complete happiness that you have that moment with that loved one. Maybe the ones you love from this world or the ones you meet there. A heart full of love and happiness that never ends.
Those who fantasize about 72 virgins etc and they think to use them as sex slaves, my God, they got it so wrong. May God show them the right way. There is no place for sex and dirty taught that we think we enjoy in this world.
And no material happiness that we think are the source of happiness that exist there.
When god tells us about all the things we will have there , those are just examples, otherwise how else could he make people understand it 2000 or 3000 or 1400 years ago?
You just looking at them, enjoy their conversation, the most you will be able to do is touch their hands in whatever way a soul touches another souls hand. But that simple interaction give them so much love and happiness that is unimaginable and unattainable in this world. May God show us all that world and keep us from harming each there in this world so we can get there.
Now about the hell. So unconventional that you are for a surprise.
What you think? I huge burning jungle? A nasty pool of green slimy acid with intolerable smell? Is it going to be a huge volcano, people thrown in to?
Will that's if you carry your mortal body with you to that world, including skin and muscles and nose and tongue which I don't think you will.
I think Hell is going to start from this world, all the sorrows and pain and loneliness but it is going to carry to that world with peoples souls.
Here I am going to give you a scenario. That will hell is like, will at least one form of it.
You drive with some people you care the most about, let say the whole life is a short drive compared to the infinity that your soul is going to be stuck with forever. Now in that scenario you driving , all of them beside you, as much as you can fit in that car but from all your family and relatives and friends the closest one are with you in that trip. You pass some uneven roads, you get stuck in a muddy creek, you have a strong engine, you pass that too, (life's difficulties). Suddenly you come to a stop in a smaller hurdle that normally you don't even slow down there. You get out of the car to see whats happening, confused, you see a bridge, you cross it. Suddenly you are in a whole new territory. For a moment , you forget about the loved ones you left in the car because of sudden change. But in a few moment curiosity and surprise is gone. You try to walk around, you don't even see that bridge you crossed. You walk around, up hill, down hill, in this street or that but than there is not even street , you try to enter peoples house just to ask for help or direction, but you don't see even the door so you enter from back yards wall , you ask for help and direction, you see a pretty lady and a a rich respected men, they are happy. You ask your question. The pretty and nice lady look at you and say you trespassed like a thieve to our house and now you ask for direction. You leave, there are couple heavy muscles body guard blocking your way. They say they have to ask you couple questions because of trespassing to their masters property. You say something, " I am DR. Alexandre Palotin, I win all those noble prizes, or I am James Haspitton CEO of Microsoft, or eBay whatever ( Fictional characters) no offense. The bigger and more muscular one says Sir, we don't care who you are we still have to ask. You see him beating his palm with baseball Bat he got in his other hand, you know what is going to happen, so you run and get away from them, but you are so sad, you say why no one recognizes me. You want to know what happened to your loved ones, you still have your cell phone with you try to call them. Take it out. Doesn't work. You say if only I could see them one time just to make sure they are OK. Nope, not gonna happen. And why no one recognize me? I was a big shot. All those people around and I am so lonely.
You see the bridge from top of the hill, some people standing in line to cross it. Maybe those who fulfilled their punishment. But not you, you don't even have a car anymore and the other side of bridge is still invisible to you. Nothing familiar. Still so lonely, tired , mad, depressed and you don't even know why, you can't stop, you have to look around. You have to find your loved one. Your heart is pounding. Frustrated and scarred with your unsuccessful efforts. No sign of relief or an end or even a break, constantly looking and feeling lonely and frustrated. From one hill to other hill from one dirt road to other now empty, you don't even see strangers to talk to. You are a lost soul.
That my friend is hell. Not a party of burning humans. Even you wish you could hear another human beings pain or scream. But you are so lonely and there is no bigger pain than loneliness and not knowing where you going to. You wish you would burn with others at least you can hear them but even that is too much to ask. Beside who are you going to ask from? You have no one, no one that will listen to you.
Which version is more terrible? the one you read or the one I just described. Anyways, if God forbid, you ever go to hell,it is going to be where I described not burning party. You can be sure of that
Loneliness and being unrecognizable is the mother of all pains.
Afterthought.
When I reached that conclusion in a way which is between me and my God, I was so terrified, I saw myself there. I am sure if you believe in my words, you are terrified too for the first time in your lives. I was never terrified before. I am the kind of guy that says whatever happens, happens. If I am travelling somewhere and the plane crashes , it is OK. If I die suddenly in normal way or painful way , it is OK. If I am penniless poor, it is OK. But even I am so terrified by discovering this. I cried for the first time for fear of after death.
Than the only thing that give me relieve and comfort is that God not only shown me hell but also heaven. My curious mind always trying to discover God's secrets and sometimes the secret I don't ask for and have no intention to ask about, he gives it to me anyways.
So remember if you are a good person, don't harm another human being, and certainly don't kill another one and you are afraid of God, you will go to heaven and one second in that world is so beautiful that you don't want ever to end, and it is not going to end. Because people can go from hell to heaven after finishing their sentence if they did minor offences, but no one will go from heaven to hell, so you are safe there.
God luck my good fellow human being.
Intro
Ideas posted here in this blog was originally posted in Vox.com. Most of them is in various periods of 2007.
The only reason for keeping Vox is to preserve my copyright because each one has exact time and dates which was posted and covered under "Digital Millennium Copyright Act".
Vox is so hard to navigate that I have to go through several loops to find my own posts. Beside, all your posts have the same blog name, you can't create multiple blogs like you do here, just multiple posts.
So that's why I decided to transfer all my posts here.
please be reminded everything posted in any of my blogs under ahmmad@gmail.com, frremindseeker, freemindseeker and kabuli usernames and the character Dr. Ilham are strictly copyrighted and I will pursue violations. Since when it is all done will be a book, either print or e_book, and maybe both.
Anyways enjoy and let me know what you think.
The only reason for keeping Vox is to preserve my copyright because each one has exact time and dates which was posted and covered under "Digital Millennium Copyright Act".
Vox is so hard to navigate that I have to go through several loops to find my own posts. Beside, all your posts have the same blog name, you can't create multiple blogs like you do here, just multiple posts.
So that's why I decided to transfer all my posts here.
please be reminded everything posted in any of my blogs under ahmmad@gmail.com, frremindseeker, freemindseeker and kabuli usernames and the character Dr. Ilham are strictly copyrighted and I will pursue violations. Since when it is all done will be a book, either print or e_book, and maybe both.
Anyways enjoy and let me know what you think.
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